F*ck This Place. It's Not Worth It!!!!

Well I don't wanna live in this house anymore!! Fuck it. Cant i live in an apartment where i can be left the hell alone. Might as well just give me money and ill go buy food myself!!! &@#%@# GRRRRR... Isnt that the whole point for me living here. so u can feed me!!! FEED ME!!!!! IM HUNGRY!!!!! damn. Stupid cousins who ask money from me, i should kill them all...yes kill....so i can be left the hell alone....im really hungry.....all i have eaten was my secret stash of cookies!!!! I was suposed to give that 2 sum1... but now its gone.... i ate it... no food....no food... $.$. ryt now i am eating... Fruit loops, pop tarts, and drinking a coke... DAts my lunch for today... Weee. Im gonna go get more food now... so till next time.. DAMNIT!!!! im still hungry.... (drool)....

About A Girl, just a girl,

So Im Guessing this is about the 3rd blog ive made on the net? wtf? I got one thing 2 say though, i miss her// but im not sure anymore. do i love her or not? shoulde i just move on and look forward to college? i want 2 but my heart still loves her(i think anyway) . What The hell is wrong with me man.. i wanna do something.. before i loose all these feelings for her.. ill say this. the next we meet. i think i will tell her about how i felt. So that she can finally reject me and i can go sulking in that corner over there.huhuhu. PakingXet.